HOW TO DEAL WITH HOPE

i would like to see you again
just to ease the process of forgetting
i want to get used to
the sound of your voice and
your choice
of words

when you're not tired
you'll spend the night
with your mind

an open question
is impossible
to unthink
an open question
is impossible
to unthink

Yes, i am infected with affection
and those familiar choirs of introspection
confuse my perception
of the things you say
the things i think
and those i won't speak out loud
anyway.

when you're not tired
you'll spend the night
with your mind
an open question
is impossible
to unthink

seems to be easier to be disappointed
rather than to cope
with hope.

(ju)