is it possible
that i shut you up?
because i really didn't mean to...

did i ask my questions wrong
that were meant to lighten up
my darkness?
way too weak me
to bear more tension
and leave it like it is

so what are you telling me now
you still want to be
with me?
because i'm not sure
if i'm up for it
but i want to try
i promise

first
i'll try to leave you
the person you are
and more than a person
could ever be
then
i'll fight to be a true
friend and work on myself, see
and yes
i'll probably won't hide my
expectations and hopes
from you
and i also confess that i'll
often wish you were the one
who resolved and fulfilled
all of this

but i'll try really hard
not to turn against you
in disappointment and anger
or even fear

just the opposite
i'll try to be fair
and not to blame you
but to share
all the mess
with the only one who
always was there
and never did less
than offer himself
to me

(ju)