i fell in love
with longing
how sorry i am
that in the very end
it was not you
i fell in love with
'cause you would have been worth it
i know that for sure

i fell in love
with hope
how sorry i am
that it were only my own plans
my hands
that made up
a picture of you

at least i guess
i fell in love with myself
(which is not possible
but somehow we all seem to do it)
my efforts and expectations
and my imagination
of you and me
that's why i had to leave
because i could not live
with my own failure
i hope you can forgive me

(ju)