Psalm 51

Hi.

Haven´t seen for some time.

Guess I´m just coming cause of the broken bones, anyway.
Addiction broke pride broke purposes.

Would you have a walk with me, please?
Too neboulus and you said you know the area …

So here I am.
So you see.
Seen all the time, right?
All the facts are laying before you.
I feel a bit uncomfortable with you next to me.
You see the point?

Of course you do.
Can´t ask for a fair judgement.
Every word you say will be fair.

Don´t only look at me!
Show me your anger and tell me things to do.
Tell me what to sacrifice.
I need to do something.

I can only look at you.
And inside me. And at you.
It hurts my inside when I look at you.
Is this why you´re longing for truth from the inside?
So that I can see you clearly and enjoy?

It becomes already clearer.
A breeze of God-worship fills the room.
I forgot that you can seperate people and deeds.
And that I decided once in favor of holiness.
Same situation in another summer.
Same decision falls due every now and then.

Give grace!
Overjoyed I want to look at you and what you´ve done.
Wishfully I want to search your wisdom and your spirirt.
Give me a new, confirm, and snow-white heart!


(da)